2012 is coming to an end soon ( in 2 month) and im feeling very reflective today... okay i turned 18 this year, big thing right, first step to adulthood, but to be honest im not satisfied with where im standing in life right now. I'm constantly having this urge of going through a transformation, to become better than what i am to become the person that I've always wanted to be. I like me, but i just need to make improvements and grow. I think one of the best and also most painful thing about turning 18 is that you finally realize that its time to grow up to face things that a kid never had to deal with. My parents thinks that deep down I'm actually 10 years old, which i think is great, i would never want to let that part of me go, its a part of who i am. But now I'v realized that I need to build upon this, to grow and expand and become better.
list of things that i need to do:
1) get back in shape, be healthy.
2) read ++++
3) wardrobe +++++
4) social activities +++++
5) learn to cook + bake (no pre-mix allowed)
6) make plans, dream big
7) save up for christmas (get a job)
8) be confident, strong, and crazy
9) do something crazy everyday (be like yes man)
10) learn to share
11) be kind to those who i love and those who loves me
